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AWWW :3 I miss you too.
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AHA OH REALLY? DID SHE TELL YOU? :U enchantment?
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ZHAMPY HAD BLACK LAST NIGHT
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THANK YOU SMASH FOR CONFUSING THE FUCK OUT OF ME
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kaolincash:iconkaolincash:
HA! YOU'RE STILL LOGGED IN HERE!
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ran out of credit texting the lads, who were out anyway. got a cab home. hope you got back safely!
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Hehehe thankyou :)
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Journal Entry: Sun Jan 18, 2015, 5:24 PM


Greetings, folks.

I've been really inactive for a few years; just came back most days to check messages, clear out notifications and such.
I'd like to get back into updating my dA but I've got a pretty serious anxiety condition which has kept me mostly housebound and demotivated for a long time.
I was hoping that once I'd graduated university, I would feel less stressed and not have to worry about deadlines and producing artwork for academic purposes, but it has really drained my artistic drive for a long time now, and I'm only just starting to recover from that.

As a few of my close friends know, I've been planning a series of web-based stories called Chains ever since the inception of the first volume "Symphonum" back in 2009. The bulk of that story is planned out, but it still needs fleshing and better character development for the secondary and tertiary characters. I've been thinking a lot about the later volumes in the overall series, too, which has been taking up a lot of time that I should be using to create assets and write actual content for Symphonum.

This isn't a "look out, here I come!" kind of update, it's more just so that I can get my dA profile in a more "ok, I'm ready to pick this up at any point" state, without having to go through and do all the journal CSS and profile widgets and such when I want to focus on actually presenting the work I have planned.

At any rate, here's some of the stuff I've been working on for Chains. These are two unfinished models I'm working on for two of the stories within the Chains universe:

William Horsleigh; Peremaya.



Ripley; Revenant Rooster



Ok, so here's the bad bit that I feel terrible posting about at all:
Aside from the artistic/academic/anxiety based struggles I've been going through, I recently got some bad news from the local town council who not only denied my application for housing benefits because I have been unable to demonstrate that I have been paying rent at all while living in this property. The really annoying part is that the reason I haven't been able to pay rent is because they hadn't given me anything with which to pay rent, and given that I am literally agoraphobic and find it VERY difficult to leave the house regularly, I am also unable to work a steady job. If I could do some arty stuff online, that'd be great, but my inspiration and drive has been sapped by the academic side of things and I'm still in a recovery period from that. To make matters worse, the council noticed that they overpaid me some of the benefits they'd given me before I moved in here and so they're reducing my disability benefits to account for that. If anybody can support me with that side of things I'd greatly appreciate it, but I'm afraid I can't take commissions right now and I feel awful asking for charity.



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Kaolin Maia Cash
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I'm Kaolin (or Maia, or Casey, if you prefer).
I'm 22 and I live in Scarborough. I am an abrasive feminist who really likes earthbending.

I have a Bachelor of Arts degree in Design for Digital Media. I mostly specialise in interfact design for websites, though I absolutely abhor it. I prefer to think of myself as a "Jill of all Trades" (except programming, at which I suck).

I am currently exploring the world of 3D modeling, which I love, and I'm planning a series of web-based transmedia storytelling projects for which 3D modeling will be necessary.

I am not currently taking requests or commissions; however: I am more than happy to be fed ideas and inspiration for further projects I may wish to undertake!
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isagonj Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2014  Student General Artist
Sorry for the fave bomb >.<
i just love your art so much!
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64SuperNintendo Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Happy birthday!
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Kittengoo Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch and comments! :)
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hathound Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
do you wanna
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Tilted-Axis Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Student Digital Artist
yo penis face

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stop watching porn k
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Hello, it's !BobTodd. Making a new account just for lurking.
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hathound Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
please tell me these merchant stories are true

please
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Tilted-Axis Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2011  Student Digital Artist
i luv u
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